I Was Wrong
Just a quick note to say that I was wrong about fighting our desires. It can't be done. There's a state where you don't try to suppress them but still don't act on them.
All Dispatches
In my experience, the only emotion that can counteract temptation is faith. Faith in what? I don't know. Faith in something. Faith in a higher power, faith in the universe, faith in yourself. What doe…
Where do thoughts come from? Try to watch your mind for a while and see if you can find the source of your thoughts. They just pops out of nowhere and you have no control over them. What the hell is e…
Continence seem to do somthing strange to the mind and the body. It’s very observable to the practitioner. Totally weird. Very unexpected and unexplainable. Some say “Favoured by God”. I’m not sure on…
Something interesting I found on X.
Last night I slept like 3 hours and I feel totally fine. Slept at like 10PM and woke up aroud 1AM. Couldnt fall asleep again. Vital energy allows you to function on less sleep. I stopped drinking coff…
The more I practice continence, the more I start to believe in a higher power. Somehow religion and spirituality becomes more appealing to me. Why? There are times when I feel like there's a higher po…
Ever felt you think about some problem for a while and there's no progress, but then suddenly you sleep on it and the next day you have a solution? Harder the problem, more days it takes but I feel li…
What is the difference between a human brain and an LLM? What is it that a human brain has that LLMs don't which allows it to learn a language with far less data than an LLM? Life originated about 3.5…