The more I practice continence, the more I start to believe in a higher power. Somehow religion and spirituality becomes more appealing to me. Why? There are times when I feel like there’s a higher power. Like this morning. I relapsed yesterday, and I knew I was going to feel like shit for at least the next two weeks. So I thought “I’m sorry. Help me be better” and felt better. Not right away though. After some time when I felt better I remembered what I thought before. Was I praying? Did it work? I’m afraid I shoudn’t doubt though I have some.
Can Atheism be a result of self-gratification? Will people start to belive in a higher power if they practice continence? I don’t like to say continence though because its’ incomplete. We have to desexualize our minds too. That’s when lot of the sign and benefits appear.
Atheist like to say religion is a tool of control. It is very dismissive. Which is most likely true when considering major religions today.
Maybe we are just atoms. Maybe there’s a higher power. In any case these ideas become very appealing on continence.