Just a quick note to say that I was wrong about fighting our desires. It can’t be done. There’s a state where you don’t try to suppress them but still don’t act on them. I will not try to explain what that feels like. It’s a realization that you have to come to on your own by trying to suppress it and failing. In a sense trying to suppress it is a necessary step to reach that state. I shall keep experimenting with it and see where it leads me. It’s a state where you realize desire plays a very important role in fueling your consciousness. I’m gonna stop there. Don’t wanna sound crazy.